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Lili // Female // Germany

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Cain was just around the corner as he leaned against the wall. "shit.”
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, “I'm such an idiot, why I where ever followed them. I should have simple forget about the meeting with Ren, closed my shop and to go home.”
After he had calmed down, he noticed that Yuta was not even followed him, he didn’t went past him to go to the club. is he still there?” he asked a but a few seconds later, he shook his head he now knows what is going on and is good. I shouldn’t stop to care too much. he need to forget him by himself, I can not help him with it." He walked down the street.

Yuta looked after him until he disappeared around the corner. He was shocked by the fact that the picture that he had of the person whom he loved so much was destroyed. He took his phone out of his pocket and called Taka after a few times he heard his voice
Yuta, are you in the club?"
I do not come.
Why?”
I do not feel well. I’ll go back to the hotel and wait there for you.”
Is this guy still with you?”
No, I am alone.
why do you not come to the club?”
because I do not like it, I want to be alone for a while.
"What did he say?
I do not want to talk about it.
understand. But if you need someone then call me, I will immediately come to the hotel, okay?”
yes but I need just my time alone. I'm sorry.
no matter what he said, do not take it so hard.”
I’ll try it.
Both said their goodbyes and Yuta went back to the hotel. He lay down on the bed and took one of his manga. He tried to concentrate on the Manga but he could not. He did not notice how his tears slowly searched there way along his cheeks and dripped onto the manga. He pushed the manga aside and pressed his face into the pillow.

Cain had no choice but Yuta to tell what had happened, he had to do what Fuyuki had missed to do. He just did not know where to begin.
you see.” Yuta wiped his sleeve over his face and laughed, but it was more a fake laugh. even you have no answer. he turned his back on him to leave, he had taken the blame on himself, has always told that he had made ​​a mistake and it should remain like this, he would prefer to live in guilt than to be uncertainty.
"wait.." Cain shouted after him and followed him. He has cheated on you.”
Yuta suddenly stopped and looked at the floor. that can not be, he always thought he was an honest man, who would never do such a thing or could. he shook his head violently.
that’s a lie, you just want me to think that it was not my fault, is it not so?
"I wish it were so, I wish I could tell you anything but the truth.”
Why, I've always was thinking he is an honest man.
Yuta.." he sighed deeply. He came to me before he disappeared, he was desperate not know what to do. He told me that he had cheated on you and wanted my advice. Believe me, he would have run away before he wanted to make up with you. I gave him all options, I could think of. I wanted to give him the decision himself, probably that’s why he came to you. he stood next to him. "did you not noticed he was different?”
Yuta shook his head. "no.
really?”

Yuta thought back to the last day on which he had seen Fuyuki for the last time, had spoken to him. He seemed pretty calm and quiet. he recalled. I was so happy that he had visited me, he passed me on my work. He has made ​​me compliments he never made ​​and before he left, he said I should find someome else who loves me, he would be the wrong person for me.
"He tried to tell you but he did not wanted to hurt you. Yuta, you should know, when he came to me, he really felt very bad and he was desperate, his whole world he had built up was collapsing. I have seen it, it came on the TV all the time.
It came on TV?
Yes, the band has announced to take a break..

"There were small incidents with our ex-manager and Drake wanted everything first to calm down and canceled everything."
"Let it off, there is nothing interesting in the tv now."

remembered Yuta, Fuyuki's words. He don’t wanted me to see his problems, he wanted me to leave the TV off. he whispered.
There are things that I myself did not know at the time. I'm Sorry, Yuta. I do not think he will come back one day. Ren said he is well with another guy together now.” Cain wanted to go. He did not want to talk. all was said, Yuta should know.
with whom? and who is Ren?
"Forget it, it's better this way and do not blame yourself, it was and is not your fault that he's gone.”
with whom he is together and who is Ren? this time he said it louder.
Ren is the guy with whom he has cheated on you and with whom he is now together I do not know. Let me go, I told you everything you should know.” Cain walked past him and left him there while Yuta looked after him.

After a while Taka cleared his throat wanted to draw attention to himself. Cain let go off Yuta, Yuta's cheeks blushed and he felt shy. “I’m sorry.” He wiped his tears away with his sleeve. “you don’t need to apologize I had to, I shouldn’t have embrace you.”"It’s okay, really.” Yuta sobbed. “Maybe you should both take a walk before going in the club, you can’t really good talk with the loud music and the many people. The rain has stopped.” Taka made ​​the proposal. "I'll also go alone in the club you can come later.” "That’s not even a bad idea, what do you think Yuta?" he looked to Yuta and smiled at him. Yuta nodded, he really did not want to leave Taka alone, he did not want to be alone with this stranger but when he would find out something about Fuyuki then everything was right. “Okay I’ll see you in the club, which is incidentally next to the cinema, you can not miss it.” “Okay.” Yuta said. Then he turned his head back to Cain. He did not know whether he would now expect anything from him, but he looked at him more closely. his clothes, face, lips, eyes. "who are you?” Yuta asked in his head but his lips spoke it out.”oh, that’s right you do not know me. I am Cain, I am a very good friend of Yuki, he told me about you.” “He was talking about me?” Cain went the way along, he stuck his hands in his pockets while Yuta followed him “He always came to me to get some advice and he has told about you. He told me, how yout met each other and what a type guy you are.””he was talking about me.” whispered Yuta. “why he just went off?" “Yuta, he's gone is not your fault.” “Is not it?” he stopped and he could his tears not hold back, he looked at Cain as the turned to him, “Why is he simply gone, why is he running away without telling me what I did wrong? If only it have been not my fault, then whose fault was it?””Oh man..” Cain rubbed his hand to his neck, he felt something bad, he did not like it to see him sad and so desperate but a second hug would not help. He just felt how much Fuyuki meant to Yuta and what he actually did, he left a totally mess behind him and it felt like he have to fix up all the broken pieces.

After a while Taka cleared his throat wanted to draw attention to himself. Cain let go off Yuta, Yuta's cheeks blushed and he felt shy. I’m sorry. He wiped his tears away with his sleeve.
you don’t need to apologize I had to, I shouldn’t have embrace you.”
"It’s okay, really. Yuta sobbed.
Maybe you should both take a walk before going in the club, you can’t really good talk with the loud music and the many people. The rain has stopped.” Taka made ​​the proposal. "I'll also go alone in the club you can come later.”
"That’s not even a bad idea, what do you think Yuta?" he looked to Yuta and smiled at him.
Yuta nodded, he really did not want to leave Taka alone, he did not want to be alone with this stranger but when he would find out something about Fuyuki then everything was right.
Okay I’ll see you in the club, which is incidentally next to the cinema, you can not miss it.”
Okay. Yuta said. Then he turned his head back to Cain. He did not know whether he would now expect anything from him, but he looked at him more closely. his clothes, face, lipseyes. "who are you? Yuta asked in his head but his lips spoke it out.
oh, that’s right you do not know me. I am Cain, I am a very good friend of Yuki, he told me about you.”
He was talking about me?
Cain went the way along, he stuck his hands in his pockets while Yuta followed him He always came to me to get some advice and he has told about you. He told me, how yout met each other and what a type guy you are.
he was talking about me. whispered Yuta. why he just went off?"
Yuta, he's gone is not your fault.”
Is not it? he stopped and he could his tears not hold back, he looked at Cain as the turned to him, Why is he simply gone, why is he running away without telling me what I did wrong? If only it have been not my fault, then whose fault was it?
Oh man.. Cain rubbed his hand to his neck, he felt something bad, he did not like it to see him sad and so desperate but a second hug would not help. He just felt how much Fuyuki meant to Yuta and what he actually did, he left a totally mess behind him and it felt like he have to fix up all the broken pieces.

playing around the sims 4 cas a bit.

playing around the sims 4 cas a bit.

What’s weird about it is we’re right at the end
I’m mad about it, just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say I got you

The Guy I’ll be.. ❤
Taka went back to the hotel room while he said "It’s better when I’ll leave you both alone.” before he passed Cain stopped him. "I've heard, you want to go in a club, I can come with you both, I think Yuta and I can talk about anything there.” Yuta said nothing, he was shocked, he had to realize first that he heard Fuyuki's name after 7 years again and he would maybe get to know where he was, what he did and especially after he’s just gone. All the time he thought he had done something wrong and he wanted to do it right, do it better again and again and talk to him about the conversation their never had, he just run off and disappeared. “Yuta everything okay?” Taka asked worried after he made up  Cain that they all go to the club but Yuta just stood there and stared with open mouth in the air. Only when Taka asked him if he was okay, he woke up and looked at him, but his expression did not change until after a few seconds. “Yeah, do not worry, it's all right.” he replied hastily. All left the hotel and Yuta walked next to Cain. Both were silent for a while and stared at the floor. The mood was suddenly totally the opposite of what Cain had just observed. Yuta was so quiet and thoughtful. Cain sighed briefly. "I’m sorry, I've got you by surprise so suddenly.” “no, you not..I mean you got me..but I'm kinda happy about it.." Yuta stuttered and wanted to play down the situation somehow. “I know how you feel, I got by surprise too hearing his name after 7 years.” “7 years..” whispered Yuta. "It’s really been that long?” his voice sounded sad. It reminded Cain of the situation as Fuyuki sounded sadly. He could have just taken him in his arm and said all would be fine and he had that feeling again, only he did not know at the moment what he was doing when he turned to Yuta and pulled him into his arms. Yuta was shocked that he found himself in Cain’s arms as the shock was over, he felt sad. He pressed his head against Cain’s shoulder and hugged him, he held on to his jacket, which was still wet from rain but that did not matter, his tears he could not hold back. While Taka turned around when he realized he was suddenly alone and saw the two arm in arm.

“I did not know, you still miss him so much, I thought you were over him after you’ve been crying yourself for weeks on my shoulder.” Taka thought when he saw his best friend like this.

Taka went back to the hotel room while he said "It’s better when I’ll leave you both alone.” before he passed Cain stopped him.
"I've heard, you want to go in a club, I can come with you both, I think Yuta and I can talk about anything there.”
Yuta said nothing, he was shocked, he had to realize first that he heard Fuyuki's name after 7 years again and he would maybe get to know where he was, what he did and especially after he’s just gone. All the time he thought he had done something wrong and he wanted to do it right, do it better again and again and talk to him about the conversation their never had, he just run off and disappeared.
Yuta everything okay? Taka asked worried after he made up Cain that they all go to the club but Yuta just stood there and stared with open mouth in the air. Only when Taka asked him if he was okay, he woke up and looked at him, but his expression did not change until after a few seconds. Yeah, do not worry, it's all right. he replied hastily.

All left the hotel and Yuta walked next to Cain. Both were silent for a while and stared at the floor. The mood was suddenly totally the opposite of what Cain had just observed. Yuta was so quiet and thoughtful. Cain sighed briefly. "I’m sorry, I've got you by surprise so suddenly.”
no, you not..I mean you got me..but I'm kinda happy about it.." Yuta stuttered and wanted to play down the situation somehow.
I know how you feel, I got by surprise too hearing his name after 7 years.”
7 years.. whispered Yuta. "It’s really been that long? his voice sounded sad. It reminded Cain of the situation as Fuyuki sounded sadly. He could have just taken him in his arm and said all would be fine and he had that feeling again, only he did not know at the moment what he was doing when he turned to Yuta and pulled him into his arms. Yuta was shocked that he found himself in Cain’s arms as the shock was over, he felt sad. He pressed his head against Cain’s shoulder and hugged him, he held on to his jacket, which was still wet from rain but that did not matter, his tears he could not hold back. While Taka turned around when he realized he was suddenly alone and saw the two arm in arm.

I did not know, you still miss him so much, I thought you were over him after you’ve been crying yourself for weeks on my shoulder.” Taka thought when he saw his best friend like this.