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Cain had no choice but Yuta to tell what had happened, he had to do what Fuyuki had missed to do. He just did not know where to begin.
you see.” Yuta wiped his sleeve over his face and laughed, but it was more a fake laugh. even you have no answer. he turned his back on him to leave, he had taken the blame on himself, has always told that he had made ​​a mistake and it should remain like this, he would prefer to live in guilt than to be uncertainty.
"wait.." Cain shouted after him and followed him. He has cheated on you.”
Yuta suddenly stopped and looked at the floor. that can not be, he always thought he was an honest man, who would never do such a thing or could. he shook his head violently.
that’s a lie, you just want me to think that it was not my fault, is it not so?
"I wish it were so, I wish I could tell you anything but the truth.”
Why, I've always was thinking he is an honest man.
Yuta.." he sighed deeply. He came to me before he disappeared, he was desperate not know what to do. He told me that he had cheated on you and wanted my advice. Believe me, he would have run away before he wanted to make up with you. I gave him all options, I could think of. I wanted to give him the decision himself, probably that’s why he came to you. he stood next to him. "did you not noticed he was different?”
Yuta shook his head. "no.
really?”

Yuta thought back to the last day on which he had seen Fuyuki for the last time, had spoken to him. He seemed pretty calm and quiet. he recalled. I was so happy that he had visited me, he passed me on my work. He has made ​​me compliments he never made ​​and before he left, he said I should find someome else who loves me, he would be the wrong person for me.
"He tried to tell you but he did not wanted to hurt you. Yuta, you should know, when he came to me, he really felt very bad and he was desperate, his whole world he had built up was collapsing. I have seen it, it came on the TV all the time.
It came on TV?
Yes, the band has announced to take a break..

"There were small incidents with our ex-manager and Drake wanted everything first to calm down and canceled everything."
"Let it off, there is nothing interesting in the tv now."

remembered Yuta, Fuyuki's words. He don’t wanted me to see his problems, he wanted me to leave the TV off. he whispered.
There are things that I myself did not know at the time. I'm Sorry, Yuta. I do not think he will come back one day. Ren said he is well with another guy together now.” Cain wanted to go. He did not want to talk. all was said, Yuta should know.
with whom? and who is Ren?
"Forget it, it's better this way and do not blame yourself, it was and is not your fault that he's gone.”
with whom he is together and who is Ren? this time he said it louder.
Ren is the guy with whom he has cheated on you and with whom he is now together I do not know. Let me go, I told you everything you should know.” Cain walked past him and left him there while Yuta looked after him.

After a while Taka cleared his throat wanted to draw attention to himself. Cain let go off Yuta, Yuta's cheeks blushed and he felt shy. “I’m sorry.” He wiped his tears away with his sleeve. “you don’t need to apologize I had to, I shouldn’t have embrace you.”"It’s okay, really.” Yuta sobbed. “Maybe you should both take a walk before going in the club, you can’t really good talk with the loud music and the many people. The rain has stopped.” Taka made ​​the proposal. "I'll also go alone in the club you can come later.” "That’s not even a bad idea, what do you think Yuta?" he looked to Yuta and smiled at him. Yuta nodded, he really did not want to leave Taka alone, he did not want to be alone with this stranger but when he would find out something about Fuyuki then everything was right. “Okay I’ll see you in the club, which is incidentally next to the cinema, you can not miss it.” “Okay.” Yuta said. Then he turned his head back to Cain. He did not know whether he would now expect anything from him, but he looked at him more closely. his clothes, face, lips, eyes. "who are you?” Yuta asked in his head but his lips spoke it out.”oh, that’s right you do not know me. I am Cain, I am a very good friend of Yuki, he told me about you.” “He was talking about me?” Cain went the way along, he stuck his hands in his pockets while Yuta followed him “He always came to me to get some advice and he has told about you. He told me, how yout met each other and what a type guy you are.””he was talking about me.” whispered Yuta. “why he just went off?" “Yuta, he's gone is not your fault.” “Is not it?” he stopped and he could his tears not hold back, he looked at Cain as the turned to him, “Why is he simply gone, why is he running away without telling me what I did wrong? If only it have been not my fault, then whose fault was it?””Oh man..” Cain rubbed his hand to his neck, he felt something bad, he did not like it to see him sad and so desperate but a second hug would not help. He just felt how much Fuyuki meant to Yuta and what he actually did, he left a totally mess behind him and it felt like he have to fix up all the broken pieces.

After a while Taka cleared his throat wanted to draw attention to himself. Cain let go off Yuta, Yuta's cheeks blushed and he felt shy. I’m sorry. He wiped his tears away with his sleeve.
you don’t need to apologize I had to, I shouldn’t have embrace you.”
"It’s okay, really. Yuta sobbed.
Maybe you should both take a walk before going in the club, you can’t really good talk with the loud music and the many people. The rain has stopped.” Taka made ​​the proposal. "I'll also go alone in the club you can come later.”
"That’s not even a bad idea, what do you think Yuta?" he looked to Yuta and smiled at him.
Yuta nodded, he really did not want to leave Taka alone, he did not want to be alone with this stranger but when he would find out something about Fuyuki then everything was right.
Okay I’ll see you in the club, which is incidentally next to the cinema, you can not miss it.”
Okay. Yuta said. Then he turned his head back to Cain. He did not know whether he would now expect anything from him, but he looked at him more closely. his clothes, face, lipseyes. "who are you? Yuta asked in his head but his lips spoke it out.
oh, that’s right you do not know me. I am Cain, I am a very good friend of Yuki, he told me about you.”
He was talking about me?
Cain went the way along, he stuck his hands in his pockets while Yuta followed him He always came to me to get some advice and he has told about you. He told me, how yout met each other and what a type guy you are.
he was talking about me. whispered Yuta. why he just went off?"
Yuta, he's gone is not your fault.”
Is not it? he stopped and he could his tears not hold back, he looked at Cain as the turned to him, Why is he simply gone, why is he running away without telling me what I did wrong? If only it have been not my fault, then whose fault was it?
Oh man.. Cain rubbed his hand to his neck, he felt something bad, he did not like it to see him sad and so desperate but a second hug would not help. He just felt how much Fuyuki meant to Yuta and what he actually did, he left a totally mess behind him and it felt like he have to fix up all the broken pieces.

playing around the sims 4 cas a bit.

playing around the sims 4 cas a bit.

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What’s weird about it is we’re right at the end
I’m mad about it, just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say I got you

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The Guy I’ll be.. ❤
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Taka went back to the hotel room while he said "It’s better when I’ll leave you both alone.” before he passed Cain stopped him. "I've heard, you want to go in a club, I can come with you both, I think Yuta and I can talk about anything there.” Yuta said nothing, he was shocked, he had to realize first that he heard Fuyuki's name after 7 years again and he would maybe get to know where he was, what he did and especially after he’s just gone. All the time he thought he had done something wrong and he wanted to do it right, do it better again and again and talk to him about the conversation their never had, he just run off and disappeared. “Yuta everything okay?” Taka asked worried after he made up  Cain that they all go to the club but Yuta just stood there and stared with open mouth in the air. Only when Taka asked him if he was okay, he woke up and looked at him, but his expression did not change until after a few seconds. “Yeah, do not worry, it's all right.” he replied hastily. All left the hotel and Yuta walked next to Cain. Both were silent for a while and stared at the floor. The mood was suddenly totally the opposite of what Cain had just observed. Yuta was so quiet and thoughtful. Cain sighed briefly. "I’m sorry, I've got you by surprise so suddenly.” “no, you not..I mean you got me..but I'm kinda happy about it.." Yuta stuttered and wanted to play down the situation somehow. “I know how you feel, I got by surprise too hearing his name after 7 years.” “7 years..” whispered Yuta. "It’s really been that long?” his voice sounded sad. It reminded Cain of the situation as Fuyuki sounded sadly. He could have just taken him in his arm and said all would be fine and he had that feeling again, only he did not know at the moment what he was doing when he turned to Yuta and pulled him into his arms. Yuta was shocked that he found himself in Cain’s arms as the shock was over, he felt sad. He pressed his head against Cain’s shoulder and hugged him, he held on to his jacket, which was still wet from rain but that did not matter, his tears he could not hold back. While Taka turned around when he realized he was suddenly alone and saw the two arm in arm.

“I did not know, you still miss him so much, I thought you were over him after you’ve been crying yourself for weeks on my shoulder.” Taka thought when he saw his best friend like this.

Taka went back to the hotel room while he said "It’s better when I’ll leave you both alone.” before he passed Cain stopped him.
"I've heard, you want to go in a club, I can come with you both, I think Yuta and I can talk about anything there.”
Yuta said nothing, he was shocked, he had to realize first that he heard Fuyuki's name after 7 years again and he would maybe get to know where he was, what he did and especially after he’s just gone. All the time he thought he had done something wrong and he wanted to do it right, do it better again and again and talk to him about the conversation their never had, he just run off and disappeared.
Yuta everything okay? Taka asked worried after he made up Cain that they all go to the club but Yuta just stood there and stared with open mouth in the air. Only when Taka asked him if he was okay, he woke up and looked at him, but his expression did not change until after a few seconds. Yeah, do not worry, it's all right. he replied hastily.

All left the hotel and Yuta walked next to Cain. Both were silent for a while and stared at the floor. The mood was suddenly totally the opposite of what Cain had just observed. Yuta was so quiet and thoughtful. Cain sighed briefly. "I’m sorry, I've got you by surprise so suddenly.”
no, you not..I mean you got me..but I'm kinda happy about it.." Yuta stuttered and wanted to play down the situation somehow.
I know how you feel, I got by surprise too hearing his name after 7 years.”
7 years.. whispered Yuta. "It’s really been that long? his voice sounded sad. It reminded Cain of the situation as Fuyuki sounded sadly. He could have just taken him in his arm and said all would be fine and he had that feeling again, only he did not know at the moment what he was doing when he turned to Yuta and pulled him into his arms. Yuta was shocked that he found himself in Cain’s arms as the shock was over, he felt sad. He pressed his head against Cain’s shoulder and hugged him, he held on to his jacket, which was still wet from rain but that did not matter, his tears he could not hold back. While Taka turned around when he realized he was suddenly alone and saw the two arm in arm.

I did not know, you still miss him so much, I thought you were over him after you’ve been crying yourself for weeks on my shoulder.” Taka thought when he saw his best friend like this.

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Through the friendship between Cain and Fuyuki, he knew that he is the wrong guy for him. He had to try to accept that, he never came as close as anyone else to him. That’s why he knew so well what type of guy fit to Fuyuki. And Yutaka did not fit into the picture. Yuta would never be able to make him really happy. For this he was also far too jealous but in Ren he saw a potential partner for him. Fuyuki needed someone who doesn’t make him a scene out of jealousy he also needed someone who could let him go and make him do what he wanted and trust him enough when he returned one day, that he could come back whenever he want it and he was always welcome with open arms. The most when fuyuki was so desperate that he needed to two strong arms to comfort him. Cain shook his head, he wanted to eliminate all these thoughts. Fuyuki was gone, was gone and he knew he probably would not come back, 7 years was even for him a long time.

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three reached the hotel and Cain saw as the two entered the hotel. He did not know what to do, other than that it was so late, he thought that the two would not leave the hotel tonight again. He regretted that he had not actually spoken to him.

He watched as the two took the stairs. So the room should be on the 1st floor. Cain decided to follow the two. He went upstairs and greeted the lady at the reception when he passed her.
In the 1st floor he saw only room doors. crap.”
He went from door to door and listened for a few seconds. Somewhere he had hope to hear them, as he turned the corner he saw the two just come out of a room.
The club is really great, I’ve always wanted to go there after I showed you the store you could at least do me the favor and come with me.”
Yeah, though I'd much rather cuddle me now on the bed, take out a manga and read it.
"You eat the books, why do you not stay right in the shop and read it there?”
because it's so uncomfortable and also if it is a sad story, then I start to cry and that would be embarrassing for me.
Taka laughed. "You are incorrigible.”
The two went to Cain again over to the hotel exit. Cain looked after them.

"Now or never, I should talk to him but I do not want to spoil his evening and I could accompany the two also in the club. he thought.

Yuta?” He said the name before the two arrived at the end of the hallway and took the stairs down.
Yuta and Taka looked back and he replied,Yes?
Cain went towards them as Taka stood in his way.
hey you're already following us all the time, are you a stalker?”
It’s nice to see how you protect your friend, I followed you and no I'm not a stalker. I would like to talk with Yuta privately about something very personal.”
Go ahead, you can also talk when I'm here, we have no secrets of each other.”
Yuta stood there and watched them.
Cain cleared his throat, "It’s about Fuyuki.”
Fu ~ yuki ..? his eyes widened and he looked questioningly at him and at the same time shocked, while Cain stood and nodded to him.

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Cain heard them even if they ran partially and then walk normal, he could keep up with them. If other people would have been on the road, the two would get the most attention. He felt slightly wistfully, since Fuyuki disappeared, he had never really had a friend, a friend with whom he could laugh and talk like them. He sighed. “The hotel is not very far now, do not cry and do not as when the rain would  disturb you, but my books, there can get wet and then bent down.” "I bend you too, you take care of your books instead of your best friend. Now I'm back being the second place on your list.” “Now do not be insulted. You’re always first, because you showed me an ultra cool bookstore.” "I knew it and so I’ll be on place three.” Cain caught himself as he laughed at the two, then he cleared his throat, the fact he did not know why he liked them and what was so funny about them. He rarely laughed, the last time where he laughed and was when Yuki came to him and asked him to make fake tattoos on  the body of his band members. He rejoiced, whenever Yuki was happy, and had this bright-eyed, this glow in his eyes with pleasure. After all that had happened to him he still had this certain aura and he so admired him. He had feelings for Yuki ever since he first came into contact with him, he came in his tattoo studio and was rather desperate and depressed. At this time both were younger and Cain was just an employee. He wanted to have a tattoo, immediately and no matter what. It seemed for Cain for the first moment he was more or less on the run. On the run from something and wanted to hide something. At that time he rejected and did not his tattoo, because it was forbidden to make tattoos because of emotional moments. Some customers come in, depressed or happy and want a tattoo. He knew too well mostly these people rejected their decisions after a few days. That’s why he did not make a exception with Yuki. A few days later, Yuki came again, after both had discussed the tattoos and he changed it. From this moment their friendship went deeper, stronger and  grew a lot. Cain never didn’t dare to talk about his true feelings. He did not wanted to destroy his friendship and besides, he quickly realized that Fuyuki is not the relationship type. He did not like being squeezed, he didn’t like if someone loose his leash or pull it to strong, he hated it when someone ran after him and confessed love. It was more complicated than all other relationships Cain had. That’s why he was so happy he had been a special part in Yuki’s life and Yuki always came to him whenever he felt to need him.

Cain heard them even if they ran partially and then walk normal, he could keep up with them. If other people would have been on the road, the two would get the most attention. He felt slightly wistfully, since Fuyuki disappeared, he had never really had a friend, a friend with whom he could laugh and talk like them. He sighed.
The hotel is not very far now, do not cry and do not as when the rain would 
disturb you, but my books, there can get wet and then bent down.
"I bend you too, you take care of your books instead of your best friend. Now I'm back being the second place on your list.”
Now do not be insulted. You’re always first, because you showed me an ultra cool bookstore.
"I knew it and so I’ll be on place three.”
Cain caught himself as he laughed at the two, then he cleared his throat, the fact he did not know why he liked them and what was so funny about them. He rarely laughed, the last time where he laughed and was when Yuki came to him and asked him to make fake tattoos on  the body of his band members. He rejoiced, whenever Yuki was happy, and had this bright-eyed, this glow in his eyes with pleasure. After all that had happened to him he still had this certain aura and he so admired him.
He had feelings for Yuki ever since he first came into contact with him, he came in his tattoo studio and was rather desperate and depressed. At this time both were younger and Cain was just an employee. He wanted to have a tattoo, immediately and no matter what. It seemed for Cain for the first moment he was more or less on the run. On the run from something and wanted to hide something. At that time he rejected and did not his tattoo, because it was forbidden to make tattoos because of emotional moments. Some customers come in, depressed or happy and want a tattoo. He knew too well mostly these people rejected their decisions after a few days. That’s why he did not make a
exception with Yuki.
A few days later, Yuki came again, after both had discussed the tattoos and he changed it. From this moment their friendship went deeper, stronger and grew a lot. Cain never didn’t dare to talk about his true feelings. He did not wanted to destroy his friendship and besides, he quickly realized that Fuyuki is not the relationship type. He did not like being squeezed, he didn’t like if someone loose his leash or pull it to strong, he hated it when someone ran after him and confessed love. It was more complicated than all other relationships Cain had. That’s why he was so happy he had been a special part in Yuki’s life and Yuki always came to him whenever he felt to need him.